What have I done to deserve this
I have grown to ignore my thoughts , my worries , even ME.
Now my hands shake more , I pull out my hair bite my nails and even twitch... I didn't used to do this, not until I met them.
Im around them a lot and involuntarily, ive dkme everything I can ... colors, drawing , deep breathing...nothing helps ... They linger.
What can I do.
@Teazy
You have done nothing to deserve this.
You need to be kinder.
And gentler with yourself.
You need to prioritise you.
That's not selfish.
That's needed.
💕💜
Are they important in your life?
I never known hatred until i met them. I despise them , they caused this.
@Teazy Hey, how are you right now? You don't have to answer right now. Please know that you are only trying to survive. You have your human right for peace and right now that human right is being trampled on. It is not your fault but your environment's fault.
Its been 9 months...of thier torment. I used to brush it off but its gotten to a point where i have to constantly remind myself , just dont crash out. Im in a environment that isnt okay , my parents dont care and ive pleaded with them , nicely , meanly , even just straight up yelling and crying that I do not want to be there...they don't care.
And to answer your question I'm fine.
Thank God you're fine. 9 months... that's a while... you're a good person for holding yourself together and for protecting the remaining peace you have left. Hang in there. You made it this far already and God knows when it will end eventually.