i am being targeted by a corrupt judge

in 2019 i was walking down the street at night and was brutally beaten and robbed and chased into a nearby building i thought was abandoned. i was arrested for trespass. they lied and told me to plead guilty and i'd get 2 weeks in jail, instead i was given 10 years of prison. i was trying to expose a homicide that had been covered up by the local police. the attack took place not even 100 feet from where she was found naked and dead a few months prior. i later learned the site was slated for a 300 million dollar real estate development. the judge in my case has ties to local real estate deals. i believe i was set up by the police to silence me. this has ruined my life. it has ruined my mind. i appealed and was released in 2021 and lived 4 years normally and made great improvements to my mental health and life. then out of nowhere i was re-arrested with the court claiming i 'absconded' in 2021. i believe they edited sealed records because i was going online and demanding this girl's death be investigated. soon after the real estate deal collapsed and i was re-arrested. i know this was a set up. i am currently appealing the case but the court keeps assigning my case to a friend of the original judge. the area is rife with corruption. several judges have been arrested in the past, several police have also been arrested for civil rights violations. i am at the point where i am losing my mind totally. i keep going into fugue states. i was in a mental health program after the jail illegally held me on an expired detainer in violation of act 44 which states unless a mentally ill probationer is a danger to themselves or others, they cannot keep them in jail. the judge totally ignored this fact  and kept me in jail for 5 months. when he learned i was appealing, he sent some crony public defender to tell me that since i am appealing i am not going to be released now. the judge is clearly violating the law but a 1970s ruling gives them carte blanche to basically do whatever they want without repercussions. the mental health facility kicked me out after only 5 days there after i made a complaint about the facility. they kicked me out with no mental health meds onto the street where i had a nervous breakdown and ended up wandering away in a fugue state for months. when i finally started to return to normal, i was covered in lice, mud, urine, feces, and had been living in the woods under a tarp i must have found. i don't even know what i was eating during the entire time... i lost about 20lbs during this. right now i am at a friends but they are afraid they will be arrested for letting me stay here since they are claiming i absconded again from probation. they are engineering an excuse to throw me in prison and i do not know what to do. an ai suggested i do therapy as it will strengthen my appeal but i do not have much money for treatment and cannot afford it for more than a week during the reduced price trial. i'd like to discuss this immediately because i feel like im about to enter another fugue state.