newbie meow-meow

Hi! I'm a new user on 7cups. 

My name is Daan. i want to try to share my troubles here for myself so that they don't interfere with my life. i often keep things inside myself and it affects me and my environment negatively. so i want to find a listener or a therapist here. 

I can tell you a little bit about myself.

I am a medical student, studying surgery. besides that i love neurobiology and typology stuff (for fun)! 

I love studying people and animals, and i am also a big fan of cinema (movies, series, animated series, whatever). i am also a digital artist (trying to draw) and love everything related to art!

However, too much connection with someone alone or in a social group for too long can wear me down. 

I have major issues with anxiety, socialization, and dysmorphophobia. of my ophiological diagnoses I have Asperger's syndrome, F41.1, and F43.1.

I can't contact psychiatrists and psychiatric hospitals in my city: we have terrible specialists and terrible conditions for patients. i couldn't even find private (paid) psychiatrists/psychologists to help me. if i go to them, i will probably be registered or locked up in bad conditions.

the text may look strange because I use a translator, due to my poor knowledge of English.