vent about life cause why not😮

im bored and sad so let me just vent about my silly little life😛

Ill just say tw dont read if u get triggered cause icl i dont know whats even triggering atp?😭

im just a stupid idiot who cant behave whos a disappointment to everyone to the point where my school thought i had mf asd or adhd but im just weird loud and annoying and need to learn to shut up. my mum kinda hates me rn shes not too bad she can be abusive but its not bad i guess. my dad almost died but i hate him so shouldnt i want him to die? idk hes alright now js on loads of meds daily but having him here is awful knowing all the *** hes done, all the trauma hes caused me. everythings just gettng too much i guess? constant panic attacks, constant anger, always crying, sh its just so hard to be ok these days. i feel like my problems arent even real cause maybe im just the problem cause everyone makes me feel like a problem

thanks for reading?! have a good day bestfriends😛❤