venttttt😮
im bored and sad so let me just vent about my silly little life😛
Ill just say tw dont read if u get triggered cause icl i dont know whats even triggering atp?😭
im just a stupid idiot who cant behave whos a disappointment to everyone to the point where my school thought i had mf asd or adhd but im just weird loud and annoying and need to learn to shut up. my mum kinda hates me rn shes not too bad she can be abusive but its not bad i guess. my dad almost died but i hate him so shouldnt i want him to die? idk hes alright now js on loads of meds daily but having him here is awful knowing all the *** hes done, all the trauma hes caused me. everythings just gettng too much i guess? constant panic attacks, constant anger, always crying, sh its just so hard to be ok these days. i feel like my problems arent even real cause maybe im just the problem cause everyone makes me feel like a problem
thanks for reading?! have a good day bestfriends😛❤
@lavenderLake2009 you're never the problem <3 but it's okay to have your struggles and be not-ok
we need to vent sometimes when everything around gets too much and it feels hard to even make sense of stuff anymore .. I really hope things can be better for you ❤ hang in tightly 🤗
aw thank you for reading it u seem really sweet🫶🏽haha i’m always the problem😭 for meee it’s not okay to not be okay. thank you lots i hope things are good for you ur really nice❤️ -i’m trying😭
@lavenderLake2009
aw what makes you feel it's not ok to be not ok? :(
you are too sweet and vv nice also ❤ *hugs
trying is definitely great 🤗 I'm proud of you.
life does the way i’ve been brought up ***? i get made fun of and my mums gets mad for me having emotions so tbh better off ignoring themmmm. aweee thank u sm ilyyyy ur so kinddd ty for being nice to me🫶🏽 aw aw aw ur so niceeee i’m proud of uuuu for existing and everything and being nice ty❤️
@lavenderLake2009 it's so wrong of your mum and others to treat you like this :( having emotions isn't a bad thing... it's what makes us human :/ and you do not deserve being made fun of or guilt shamed for having emotions or smh just being human :') I understand how we easily learn to ignore the emotions... tuck them away or pretend we dont have any :(
you're a beautiful human bean and you deserve to have and feel your emotions, you deserve love and you deserve feeling safe and protected with your emotions and around people 💗 sending so much love to you 💛
big huggiees 🤗 I'm so proud of you too for being here and trying your best 🥺 you're doing better than you think, really. I'm here for you 💗
haha it’s okay i’m kind of used to it to my mum having emotions is a really really bad thing but she’s allowed them i literally just got shouted at yesterday for crying while she pushed me and punched me but she’s allowed to be upset and stressed over ‘how annoying i am’ yeah i guess i know at the end of the day that emotions make us human and i shouldn’t be ashamed to have them but idk i’ve just learnt to be and always ignored them so i’m sorta used to it by now. aghhh awh stop your so so sweet, don’t make me cryyyyy, you’re such a lovely person, i appreciate all your kind words lots..you deserve so much and i hope life is giving u that, i hope your doing okay too thank you so much for all your support u very kind person❤️ thank youuu for being proud, you’re honestly so so niceeee, i’m so close to quitting trying so i don’t think i’m doing better than i think but thank you anyways, hope ur having a really good day lovely, sorry if you’re not❤️🫶🏽
