Adulting/ moving out
My one roommate is moving in with his girlfriend so my other roommate said we're all moving out and it has been insanely stressful on me because I'm trying to make new norms for me already because I've been lonely and feeling friendless as I've been going through a break up with someone who I never officially dated. Every time I hear my other roommates talk about looking for a new place I runaway to my room and cry cause I can't deal with the stress.
So ive been creating new goals for me to achieve but now I'm seeing her look for two new roommates instead of just one so I feel like she doesn't want me to live with her and her boyfriend anymore. I've said that I'm worried about money come next month when my insurance renews and that I'd have to move across the city in with my sister which will be a terrible commute to work, I don't know if I'm misreading things and should talk to her, but I don't want to hear bad news right now, I can't take it emotionally. Rejection sucks, even if it's just from your roommates.
That's kind of strange that your roommate's response would be to just to move out of the house entirely. I know rejection hurts, but it may be good to try to speak with her and see what her thoughts are on the matter, that way if you do need to find a new place to live it's not being thrown on you at last minute.
What would you be most comfortable with? Do you want to live with her still?
Also, side note, I am really feeling ya on that whole "being broken up from someone who you never were officially dating" thing. I really, really feel you on that. It's so hard, and my heart's with you on it.