Anxiety about Death
Its not that Im afraid of death for myself, but Im scared about the death of others. Long story short, my dad isnt in good health but hes the sole provider for everything in my family of 17. We all pitch in with what we can. But he doesnt sleep more than 3 hours a night, and hes been having headaches but wont go to the doctor for it. Recently he had a dream that his deceased sister told him that shed see him soon. And I had a dream the day after telling me that God wanted him to know that so that hed seek Jesus and be saved. Ive been stuck between having panic attacks on panic attacks and acceptance. I dont know what wed do without him. But he wont go to the doctor no matter how hard we try. I try not to think about it cause when I do, I get self destructive, and depressed, and its just not a good scene. Just needed to vent here. Thx for reading.
@Ayenony
Struggling with the fear of losing someone can be incredibly stressful and terrifying. Sometimes it may feel like you have no one to turn to or that you're locked up tightly and have to bottle your emotions. Never feel as though there isn't anyone there, it may be wise to discuss how you feel with the rest of your family. If it comes around to it, 7 cups is here for you. You're not alone.
All the best,
Cordelia x
