Anxious, Tired, and Derealization
I just feel stressed and out of it or disoriented all the time now. And usually I can see an end to where my anxiety will lesson after I get certain things done, but this time around all I see is mountain after mountain to climb.
My anxiety has been awful lately. I'm not even excited about a trip for Spring Break. I can just see all the things that could go wrong and then we have finals after that and then I have to get a new summer job because the place I usually work closed down. And then I have to deal with annoying rude customers. And then I go back to school and have to deal with mass amounts of projects and start figuring out how I'm going to get a job out of college. And then I have to get the job. And then I have to start figuring out to pay my student loans.
ON TOP OF ALL OF THIS I'm a lesbian and I don't know if I'll ever break that to my family and try to start a relationship, but what's the point I'm too stressed out and busy anyways so how can I have a relationship. Oof sorry had to get that all off my chest
@Songbird2526 I'm sorry that you were so burdened last year with so much on your plate and no one responded to your thread. How have you been feeling now that almost a year has gone by. Sounds like you might have finals and spring break coming back up and I hope you feel more confident this time around.
Keep us updaed on how you are and give us another chance to be there for you if you are still struggling. And if you are feeling better, allow us to celebrate with you. I'm sorry that we failed to respond sooner but we are trying to be better now.
