Anxious Zombie
Over the last year and a half life has taken a lot of twists and turns that have turned my life upside down more than once. Now I have little trust for anything or anyone to not hurt me again. This leaves me disconnected and anxious all of the time. I don't enjoy anything anymore like I used to. I have a hard time talking to people and often feel lonely. I've started dissociating really bad when I get anxious and it's gotten in the way of me working more than once. I just feel so incapable of everything because my anxiety has become so debilitating.
@beautifuldisasterx0,oh well;it really seems like you are going through an intense phase at the moment.And as people have let you down, you are Understandably hesitant to connect to people.And the numerous 'twists' and 'turns' have caused you to lose faith in yourself.Nonetheless I hope you needed to get them sorted out even if it takes time.Also you don't have to be a friend with every person you meet,but rather only those who respects and treats you well.I can understand that its scary to make company with people,but I guess you would agree with me that its part of life that you will come across toxic people.Most important thing is to keep away from such people and be with those who you love.Like trying to make company is the only way you could know if any particular person can be a good friend of you.Hope this helps....