Anxious
I am feeling anxious as soon as i woke up. Anxious about my future. I have to take a decision and all my life's future depend on that decision. And the things that i have decided to do is making me feel nervous and anxious. I am self doubting whether that would be a right decision or not. I am feeling guilty, ashame with the decision because my parents think I am not considering their emotion with the particular decision. I feel like a bad person.
@patientPear5622 The future is so vast and full of countless possibilities that it'd be surprising not to be worried about it! Your situation reminds me of a quote by one of my favorite authors.
Being a good person isn't about living your life primarily to please other people. It's finding a balance between your desires and treating other people kindly. You can still live a happy life and be a good person without being who your parents may expect or pressure you to be.
@patientPear5622
I completely understand <3 It can be hard making decisions and doing what you want especially when your parents want you to do something else. Remember to take deep breaths, and take it one day at a time. You are amazing, and I know you can do this :) Listen to what your heart says and do what you believe is right. You got this <3