Became a shut-in.

Hello.. I'm Lexa. I'm being anxious most of time. You know, I always fake myself. Being all cheerful so people will like me. I'm tired of it and I started to draw myself away from the crowd.I started to get less and less interaction with people. When I realized it, I became a shut-in these two months. I live with my family but trust me, we just happened sharing dna and living under one roof *lol* Well, for a reason, I lost my ability to speak in public. I didn't realize that until recently, I cried and started trembling when someone knocked my door even nothing happened. I dunno, I'm just afraid of whatever coming. I can't talk to anyone since I'm sure no one will really care. To be honest, I'm here because no one know me here, nor anyone can see my face so I'm safe...right?

Uh, I dunno what am I doing here...I guess I just need to talk without any need to show my face... I'm sorry if I made nonsense. Thank you for reading.