Cleaning out and accepting what I can control!

I've been doing a lot of self searching. Defining how much of my problems are from a chemical imbalance, what's from my life experiences (past and present), and what is in my control and what's not. I've either avoided or come right out to a couple people who are toxic. Both show signs of being sociopaths. My brother and my former best friend. I can control having them in my life. I've opted to not. The other issue is that of my job, I may not be able to return due to some of my medications. I've still 3 months before returning to work, but right now there is no way I'm ready to stop the medication. I've just got to let all this go now and that's the hard part. I'm strong, but this has been eating at my progress the last few days. I guess putting this out there is just me trying to find a physical means to letting some pretty big decisions go. Thanks for listening!