Exhausted
I’m just so tired of fighting to do anything. My brain tells me so many things at once that I break down and just can’t move. I get so stuck. But my brain meanwhile is going light speed with all these thoughts about everything. I feel myself slipping away, I stop caring so much, I start building walls, my place is a mess, I’m not taking care of myself. I’ve been trying to get into the doctor for months, after issues with my health insurance and a move to another county. Now I finally will get to see the doctor but can’t get into a therapist without a referral! I’m so flustered and overwhelmed and yet completely deflated.
Thank you for sharing this with us here.
That’s sounds really tough I’m sorry you have to go through that, you are much stronger than you think though as you’ve been trying to get help from your doctor and are also on here which is a great way to start your recovery and start feeling better, you’ve taken that first step which most people can’t do which shows how strong you are, I’m here for you 💖