Feeling Like People Don't Care

The Holidays are always a bittersweet time for me. I lost my mom 12 yrs ago, my grandma a few years ago my best friend that was murdered, her birthday is on Monday and an ex-friend and my daughter's God mother who isn't dead is no longer in my life for some strange reason, her birthday is on Friday. So yeah pretty bittersweet but I try to keep a positive attitude and get into the spirit at least for my daughter's sake.

Today my car was booted and impounded. An undesirable individual is helping me. My options are 1) the dealer will pay to get the car out of impound trade it in for a brand new car with high car note and twice as high for insurance aka not happening. 2) the dealer will pay to get it out of impound I get well I thought it was a 2018 Nissan but it's sounding like it's a 2012 Nissan car note $70 cheaper but high interest meaning most of the money is going to the interest making it longer for me to pay off or 3) buy a car for a $1000, 12 yr old car high mileage no car note cheaper insurance but might break down at any moment. Aka HOT MESS

I called my sister breaking down at work. That didn't go well, long story short she was too busy as she is often "too busy" when needed

She got off at 4:30p and didn't say anything until 10p

I called my dad told him everything which isn't like me. I'm a stand on your own kind of gal but this time I feel like I really needed him to be my dad and help me through this not even financially I didn't even ask for money and long story short with that he did what he typically always does ask a bunch of irrelevant questions make assumptions about what actually happen offer two cents about the wrong end of the conversation only to not offer a shred of advice suggestion or solution just an idk and I like my cars a certain way....yup bittersweet