Flashback Triggers
Uh , I'm back into 7cups again hehehe.
Coz , there's something triggering me and I can't share it into my friends personally.
I have getting scolded by my parents , after i'm eating dinner. Then , I'm in bedroom to check up my phone. And , I see my close friend WhatsApp status. He writes about his flashback at childhood ( bullied ) indirectly. I know, he doesn't mean to trigger my childhood trauma's ( bullied ).
Suddenly , I cry with harder to breath and worrying too much about college. I'm running to bathroom quickly to release my worriness. About that , I feel dizzy , headache , and going through into death. Also , my body is shaking too.
And , what should I do to him ? I want to tell him , if it is impolite to sharing it.
Im living in an area with scenery, a good school, and three good friends. My parents are also close by, though we have an unhealthy, tumultuous relationship. My husband and I have a one year old. The trouble is my husband drives 1 hour and 15 min to work each way, and theres not much opportunity in his successful field any closer. Its a lot of time away from our baby. There are no opportunities for my field when I go back to work in this area, unfortunately. Im highly educated but I may have to be a receptionist of sort in this area.
We took a trip to an area with amazing schools, low cost of living, extremely friendly locals (which were not used to), affordable housing (much more so than here), and an abundance of industry for both of our careers. The drawback is it's far from the people here, and it's a not-so-scenic area. We do have two close friends there with a 7 month old. They are very successful and enjoy living there. They don't have family there either.
To move, or not to move?
