I Hate My Life

I guess my problems can be broken down into three different categories: My home life, my school life and the current events we are all facing.

I don't really have a happy home life. My father is narcissistic, childish, impatient, can't accept the fact that he's old and not functioning properly (mentally or physically) and he's also very overprotective of me. Part of me really despises him. When things don't go his way, he has to complain, scream, yell and sometimes throw things. I could move out and leave him for good, but the other part of me feels bad for him. He has no one else in his life, I don't think he can function on his own and he's only going to get worse with age. My mother on the other hand is a lot more mature, calmer, patient and mentally competent, but she's also very self-centered and doesn't appear to care about anyone but herself. She knows I've been under a lot of stress and has done little to nothing to support me emotionally.

My school life has always been complicated. I've been trying to get through college attempting 2 different programs (TV Broadcasting & Computer Programming) before dropping out of both. I'm now in an Office Administrations program and it was going well until I had to do bookkeeping. I didn't understand a damn thing of it, my teacher is an idiot with no people or communications skills. I left that course to try and take the summer off to relax but it's been a real summer of discontent and the lack of counsel, attention and even stress has not helped.

The third category of stress in my life is just random B.S that pops up in my life. The heat wave that won't go away, the upcoming election in my country etc.

So that's my life and it sucks!