I don't know what normal is anymore
Everyday, my mind is a battle ground. A constant war is going on between 'your'e doing it wrong, they hate you, you're the worst, they'll leave you' and 'just one more day, you can survive if you just remember to breath, they care about you, you matter'. I messing up everything, my friends have started to give me space but that's the opposite of what I need, I'm scared of letting down everyone and them. I just....I want to be normal.
@DarkAngel93 It's okay to feel this way and you're not alone. I understand, this moment your mind feels like a battle ground but you're strong. You need to hold on and wait for the storm to pass. I agree it's not easy but you can do it. Besides, sometimes our friends think we just need some space to get ourselves together but that's not the case. Instead, we need our friends closer than we would like to say out loud.
And what do you usually do in times like these? What works for you?
@Fiercelyalive nothing really works. Talking helps, but it's like extra lives you know, and I'm out of extra lives.
Crying helps, or sometimes make it worse. It's kind of a bet.
And thank you. I hope it will pass soon without making any collateral damage.
@DarkAngel93
BubblegumPuppy68
You Hang in there, Who knows what normal is or at least what normal looks like,
@bubblegumPuppy68 well the world we live in decides.