I don't know what to do anymore
I feel like I'm a burden to my family. I'm 18 years old. We are having financial problems, they started a business because they want to earn and save money so that they can support my studies. I'm an incoming college freshman. I told them before that I want to become a doctor, I also wanted to take up Communication Arts but they support the idea of me becoming a doctor more. It's good to know that they're willing to support me but if it's like this, to the extent that my parents amd older sister are borrowing money from other people just to pay our other debts, then I don't want it anymore. What should I do? I just want to work right now and help them out. The money for my tuition fee, I can earn it when I work abroad. But I know they won't allow me. What should I do? I feel so sad and frustrated. No one in my family knows that I'm thinking this way. I'm usually the "easy go lucky" style so they think I just don't care. But it's really hard, it's driving me nuts. I want to cry, my chest feels so clogged, it's so heavy...
나는 울기를 원하 가슴은 막혔다. 너무 무겁다. 나는 내 마음을 맑게하 싶다. 난 어떻게 해야지?
@xxmaria1004xx
Hellow there! I know I'm late, but I'll reply to your post anyways!
I'm sorry that you feel this way and you're struggling through some financial issues :'( I'm really glad that you're family is willing to support you! It means that they care about your future. I understand that it feels like you're burdening them because they've done so much to help you. I think the best way to repay them is to be successful!! I heard that talking and opening up about how you feel to your family kinda helps! At least it could decrease the worry you have on your shoulder.
I also translated the last line OwO. It's alright to cry, dear 
Crying is healthy!! I hope you're better once you've found this post!
@EmikoKokoro 💕
@dreamwithmelovers31
Woah, Thanks for the hearts XD (?)
@EmikoKokoro you
