I'm very anxious

I'm worried about everything. I am about to start a new job. I have kittens who keep on crawling up into the engine area of my car. Luckily today I was driving out of my community and all 3 of them came tumbling out and onto the road behind me. Luckily I saw and ran back to pick them up and took them back to their mother. They can't keep doing this. I have to go to work. My new job starts at 7 right now but i think they want me to start at 5am. that means i'll have to get up at 3am. i am a night owl, so getting my schedule to switch to that super early schedule is going to be a trick. I'm really scared but this new boss designed a job just for me because I am hard of hearing. I need the money to live. I am so afraid that I am not going to be able to do any of it. I was supposed to go to work this past friday and fill out the paperwork but a kitten crawled up in the engine area of my car. I saw it's feet disappear under the car right as I was walking up to it. I ended up having to reschedule the day I fill out paperwork for the new job and I ended up not starting to work this week. The boss is letting me start next week. I'm a nervous wreck. I don't know what to do with myself or for myself. and I'm not even going to be staying here long. My employers who I clean house for, are moving across the country and have asked me to go with them. I will be living in their house. That is in 9 months. I'm a nervous wreck and I don't know what to do about it. At this time of night I should be asleep. But I am full of nerves. I wish I had someone to talk to. I can't fall asleep. Pray for me please.