I need to get something off my chest
I know this may not be as heavy as some have shared in this app but it is to me, this year i masturbated to an anime character that looked 15 or 16 but is several thousand years old according to lore and the reason why is because i thought the character looked attractive and I'm beating myself up and asking why did i even do it, man i am so weary and anxious right now, am i still normal ? Am i gonna be okay ?
(Mind you I just turned 18 this year that's why i didn't think much of it until i self reflected recently)
I agree with you
@crimsonAcai5951 It seems to me that anime characters look the way they do in order to evoke fantasies, and what you're saying is an anime character looked attractive to you and evoked a fantasy. So that seems to me to be completely normal. It's what anime is for.
I've read that some people even wear costumes and makeup to look like anime characters, and they get together with others for cosplay, which is taking the fantasy really seriously, but it shows how well anime characters can capture people's imaginations.
Charlie
