I think im a narcissist introvert, is it normal?

I want to say my problems to someone, but nobody seems understand. My problems just can be comprehend by myself. I feel so lonely, its weird because im actually an introvert. Introvert never or rarely feel alone. I mean i get lonely before, but this time is different. I become stressful and dissapoint at people really too much, and even when i look at the television, i see people, i got anxious. This problem never happened before. I was never feeling this lonely (real lonely this time) its like i wanted to be taken care of, leaning my shoulder to my friends that care. I even waiting for a pop up message from someone that nice to everyone else, including me lately. But apparently my ridiculous self take that as liking me as romantic individual. Ugh. I even started thinking about how i catch my friends attention by sleaking off a day and not carry my phone with me, so everyone will worry and i can convince myself that im important. I hate this feeling, i felt so dirty. I seem cant find my inner peace. Is my problems have occured to anyone too?