Kindve slump but trying to push forward.

Hey everyone. ^-^ I'll be straight up. It's not perfect for me right now to be hones . I'm feeling slumped. Like weight is on me and I'm trying to move but can't. And I feel. Heavy. I don't know if it's the meds I'm on or just me. I keep thinking though to myself. I never have thought that I would be in the position that I am in today. Anxiety and depression. And taking meds for it it seems far surreal to me. I was always the one that seemed happy and random who took care of everyone. But now I'm the one that's needed help. Has anyone thought likenthie before? Or is it just me