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I tried really hard to get a promotion.. from a cleaner to a TA in a school... I GOT THE JOB! however all i am doing is worrying. That i wont be good enough etc. I feel i need reassurance and cannot get any. There is also tension as a colleague also wanted the job and dodnt get it. Theu are now being very 'off' with me. I did mention her unhapoiness and unwillingness to worl now she has been disappointed and i think theu said something and so i also feel i have talked about her qhen she didint want me to!
I am very proud of myself but so scared im going to ket myself down and tensions will grow as i dont keave the cleaning roll for another 2 weeks!
Phew! Sorry to offload!
@adaptableJar1989
Welcome - and CONGRATULATIONS!
Please don't feel bad for your success. It's hard to get a job - there's a lot of competition out there and you succeeded. The people that hired you felt confident in your capabilities, otherwise they wouldn't have hired you. You're going to do great! Those that didn't get the job are going to be upset, but that's not up to you to make them feel better. They weren't right for the position. You were. Great job!!!
@thoughtfulmomma thank you for taking the time to respond to me. I seem.to worry a lot when im not at work. But get on with it when im there. And i do worry about how others feel. And am mortified if i ever have anything to do with anyone having negative feelings!
I really should sleep but my head keeps me awake 😏
