Not enough
I always feel as if I'm useless and stupid. I mess up all the time and can never do anything right. These thoughts are reenforced on me daily at work and by my spouse. I'm always afraid of doing anything in fear of it going wrong, getting corrected and/or yelled at. I'm so tired of wrong about everything, I'm dying to know how it feels like to do something right
Hello @greenBike9982 sorry to hear that you are feeling this way :\ I hope that with time to see how much you do and how good that work is. I know maybe this won't sound like much, but you are amazing and are doing great things, it just takes time and the right environment to find that. Know that you are enough and that you can do things right. I hope you come to terms with this <3
Sincerely,
Jet01
No matter how lonely or awful you feel, please know that you’re not alone. I've been there too. I’m not going to tell you it isn’t a horrible, scary feeling. I know that better than most. But I promise you things can and often do get better. You just have to hold on to that doubt, however small it might be. That doubt is there for a reason: There’s an important part of you that knows your life isn’t over yet. And speaking from experience, I can assure you that small, nagging feeling is telling you the truth. There’s a future you who will be so glad you listened.
@greenBike9982 so sorry to hear you feel this way. This must be especially difficult for you as you feel those who are close to you and those who you seek guidance in are the ones making you feel this way. Just know that different people have different views and if you truly believe you have performed to the best of your ability then that is all you can ask of yourself. I hope you take this advice the next time you find yourself in a similar situation and to remember to exercise self love and self care
@greenBike9982 hello, I'm really sorry to hear that. Questioning you worth and thinking that you are useless can be very hard on you. I understand how that feels and have been through similar situations, it can be pretty tough.