One wish I have for the future is....

I wish I won

I wish to be a better person and not b in the position I am today .

Im starting a new career on Monday and I just want it to go well. I want to be happy and successful on my chosen path.

I wish.

I wish that one day Ill feel calm. I wish that I will feel accepted and loved. I will feel that I am worthy of love, platonic and maybe, maybe even romantic. I wish that I will feel good enough, good enough to have a place in this world. I will have a place in a ballet company and I will run my hand softly along a costume thats so delicate, but Im allowed to touch because Ill be the one wearing it. I wish that I will feel safe in a home of my own, collapsing in bed after a long day, making sure to message my parents, sisters and friends. I wish that I feel okay and I dont panic almost everyday. I wish that I feel good within myself.

I really really really hope, that I will fing a loving man, who will respect me and will love our children no matter what, no matter how old are they. And he will all of them give the same amount of love.

I hope, that one day there will be someone, for whom I won't be the second choice.

To do a bunch of stupid shit and live life to the fullest

To live a life that I am happy with. With a husband I love, and working hard at a job that's good for me. I want to work hard and come home to someone I really love and loves me back.

I want to be productive & confident and not constantly fearing that others are talking about me behind my back about how lady or incompetent I am.

I wish I could have a relationship that isn't abusive for once.