Really sad

I can't take much more. I want to move to Cincinnati and be with the love of my life where I belong. My anxiety has held me back for too long. I have been applying for jobs everyday and this morning when I woke up I had a voicemail mail from the store Michael's where I applied asking if I was still interested and if I would like to set up and interview. I froze. I haven't had anyone call me back in a long time and I have only had 1 interview which I royally screwed up thanks to my anxiety. I haven't had the nerve to call the guy back. I haven't told anyone either. I live with my mom and godmother and hate it. Nothing I do is right or good enough. I am always compared to other people. I am so tired of how they both make me feel all of the time. I just want to get out of here. If I had the money and a way, I'd already be in Cincinnati right now. Sorry I needed to vent I don't have any friends to talk to. I need support and a way out of here neither of which I have. Just a really sad day for me and my anxiety and sinus pressure is not helping either. Thanks for reading.