Severe anxiety advice

I've been dealing with anxiety the last few years but its getting worse, it's a fight everyday and I feel like I'm losing control and myself, I don't have insurance so I can't get a regular therapist, I would usually just work to help with it but because of my phisical problems I can't work anymore, I have dinosaur scoliosis, arthritis in my hands, wrists and knees and the only like of work I know is culinary and because of my issues that line of work is a liability, social services keep denying me disability because of my age and I'm running out of options