The person I call when I am feeling down is....

I have nobody.

My best friend/girlfriend. And also my art and music

No one... There are people I know would be willing to talk but I cant bring myself to call them.

...but I do come here and message in group chats when Im feeling blue ^^

Either of my best friends, they know exactly what is going through my head and sometimes know me better than I do. Things are hard for us at the moment but I know they

My bestfriend. My sister in law. Shes known me all my adult life. Shes seen my good and bad first hand. She knows me for me. Loves me for me.

I talk to my mom or message my exboyfriend and 2 of my girl friends

Usually my mother, sometimes my father or even a close friend. Mostly my mother. She is the same type of person I am, she raised me to be loving above all. It caused problems being raised that way because you cant deal with the world and its problems with love. The world breaks you down and twists your love. You still love first, but you guard it and make people work for it or choose who is worthy and who is not based on false pretenses and childish behaviour. All because you tried to love when you should have stopped and left. She understands all of that so I basically call her about all my problems. She has forever been growing over the years and has helped me grow so much by remembering how to be kind, how to show love, and how to be brave and above all strong. She is my role model, I want nothing more than to be like my mother, just like I'm proud to be like my father.

My dad. He gets it.

My best friend. He doesn't tell me to cheer up or everyone has problems - he just listens to me and doesn't judge me.

I don't know... it used to be close friends that I thought I could confine in.... but now I can't really do that. if I let it all out to one of them then I destroy our friendship with just my tongue.

So now im relying on this and my own art (Poetry, music, characters, stories, painting, etc)