Thoughts.
Isn't it funny how people change. People who you once knew, cared for, have suddenly opened the door and left forever.
Friends who you were close to, they end up changing their minds about you overnight. Once you were hanging out, and no longer do you see one another. Ties are severed. I see this happening between me and some of my friends right now. One person inparticular, we've been close friends and over the course of a few weeks you watch him grow more and more distant... it hurts because you can see it happening, you can see him gradually moving away from you, and you can't do a single thing about it.
You can try and rekindle the fire. I've had a handful of old friends try and reunite our old friendship, yet the connection was already gone; it never felt natural as it once were. We could no longer connect and moved on once again, this time for good.
You can feel it deep down inside your gut, your chest, everything feels hollowed out. New memories with them are false. There's no meaning. Nothing. And for once even you can't feel the same joy you felt when they first became your friend. It hurts.
@1111makeawish
I understand how you feel, dear <3 It's really heart breaking when people leave from our life, but I'm afraid that's just how life works. People come and go. I hope you're doing alright by the time you find this post <3