What do ya'll think?

So ive been having a really hard time lately, i have been trying to fight my generalized anxiety and social anxiety which is caused by my major fear of making mistakes, making the wrong decision, or the things i do not being perfect in fear of someone abusing me again. I talked to a few listeners and they said it sounds like ptsd and it makes more sense to me then what i thought i was. Also fighting it makes it worse and more sensative, i have flashbacks and stuff too btw but idk how often. What do yall think? I feel pretty alone with this and i cant see a theropist till the 24 i would wait till to talk about it but i jus feel alone and have no one to talk to.