Didn’t think I’d be here

This is my first day on the forum, literally joined 10 minutes ago. Reading through some experiences I thought I’d throw mine out there. I joined this forum because my anxiety has skyrocketed the past week. It’s not as intense as the others I’ve read but it’s enough to make me believe I need to join a support group. Before joining I felt like I was breaking down, I was tearing up in anger because I was trying to join another support group and the technology simply didn’t work. I remember other days where I would be laying in bed thinking and if an embarrassing moment popped into my head my whole body would jerk around in a seizure like motion (It’s most likely not a seizure but it scares me every time). I would tell my siblings about it and how I do believe I suffer from a disorder but it feels like they brush it off. I remember I would be in public with my brother and I would mention that I feel very anxious and every time he would respond with “just stop being anxious”. Even mentioning that I had these seizure like motions was not taken seriously. I’ve had panic attacks before, but the anxiety of this week has topped that experience. I wish I had more help, but being a teen with pretty much no close friends, no car, and really no privacy is starting to drown out my hope. So I never believed I would join a group, but in many moments i do believe it could have the possibility of rejuvenating that hope. Thanks for reading this.