I need to say this to someone....
I sick at my job and everyone hates me!!
OK. Thanks for letting me get that off my chest. Now I'll try to move on.
....that was supposed to say suck, not sick!
Freudian slip? Lol. Anyway, I'm glad you got it off your chest. Take care.
i hate my life here!!!!!!!! i wish i was a better person, and good enough for anyone and eveyone. i want to scream my head off but i sit quietly and do nothing
You're not the only one, I know what you going through. Hope things get better for you
You're not alone, we're always here to talk to you when you're feeling down.
@FallenAngel1000 You are good enough. You are a wonderful human being with unique skills, talents, perspectives, experiences, and qualities. And the fact that you want to be a better person already puts you miles ahead of most people. No one can please everyone and pleased people often don't show how pleased they are. It's a lot healthier and it makes it easier to be the best person you can be if you focus on doing good in the world rather than eliciting a certain reaction. Do good things and good reactions will follow automatically :)
I hate my dad. He always finds a way to bring me down. He always says that I'm a faliure. I'm almost 21 and he never said that he loves me. All I ever wanted to do is to make him proud but I'm not like my brother. I'm just a burden to him while he worships my brother
If u love someone.. love him so deeply that you dont expect anything from him. Just be happy in his happiness. Take it easy.. dnt overthink. It ruins everything. Every parent has their own way of showing their love
It's hard to love someone when they give you so many reasons to hate them. He doesn't even want me living here, he made that pretty clear. I'd move out a long time ago if I could...
@anitaa94 You are not a burden to your dad or anyone. How hard you work to make him proud shows you're a wonderful kid and it's his problem if he doesn't see it, not yours. Right now he's the one burdening you. I don't know him so I can't say he's a bad person. We tend to grow the negative things are parents say in our heads to make them sound even worse. Trust me. I know. You said he never says he loves you. Did he actually call you a burden though? I can relate to feeling like I can't live up to my younger brother (even though he's the sweetest.) But he'll do something amazing with his life and you'll do something else amazing with your life. You're 2 different people. You can't be compared. It's like comparing apples to oranges. I'd love to talk more. Feel free to PM me
@igetcha He did call me that or even worse things but I've been working on myself a lot lately and those kind of things don't hurt me as much as they used to, also knowing that soon I'll be able to move out and won't have to live with him anymore makes me feel better. Thank you for the offer and kind words :)
@anitaa94 I'm really sorry he said that. He clearly doesn't know a good thing when he's got one. You're very strong for not letting others' words hurt you. It's your life not his. Props for taking charge of it :)
I don't know how to be around people anymore, I'm slowly moving a way from my friends and family , it's feels like I'm pretending with everyone I know now
It sounds like you may be experiencing some social anxiety. Don't worry, you are not alone! If you ever need to talk about anything, we are always here :)
@peachSailboat2974 I can relate. It might help to try to recreate what you used to do and how you used to feel before you started feeling anxious. I know it's easier said than done. It tends to be easier than completely new situations.
Restore humanity
My life is a grey mess. Every morning is followed by a boring and useless routine. In school I can't and don't talk to anyone, same goes for every place I visit. Recently I started cutting myself, due to many family issues. I lost two dear friends to me because of my depression. I can't sleep. There are days when I don't want to do anything with my life, I just want to rest. My head hurts all the time, in public I force myself not to cry, because no one notices.
I don't find a meaning in living anymore. Sorry if I said too much, I just really had to say this to someone.
It gets better trust me. Sunny days will return, as long as you're breathing you've accomplished enough
@teenytinyraindrops You have nothing to apologize for. It takes a lot of guts to share how you're feeling and I'm here to listen. PM me if you'd like to talk more. I can relate to the lost connection making it hard to find meaning. A lot of people feel that way for a variety of reasons. You are so brave for getting through every day despite feeling like that. You will find meaning again. SA is curable and so are the depressed feelings it leads to. One step at a time. Try to find 1 thing you can do that would feel even a little bit meaningful. Try to do at least 1 thing you find meaningful everyday. Break that boring routine. Only you can and the fact that you posted this shows you want to. Don't give up. It can only get better and it will. Tomorrow doesn't have to be anything like today. You have the power to make it something amazing.
@Tiikeri101 I doubt you suck at your job and everyone hates you as much as you think. People with SA tend to focus on the 1 thing than went wrong and forget the 99 things that went right. I'd love to talk about it more with you and help break it down. Chances are it's not as bad as it seems. And if it is there are always other options. Feel free to PM me.
