Received some pretty awful news.

I'm having a rough time in my life right now, just started meds for anxiety and depression yesterday. Today at work I got so worked up I passed out... Twice. I'm set up with a psychiatrist that ill start seeing soon. So to summarize, I'm struggling hard with myself at this point. Welll....After leaving the hospital, I come home to my girlfriend (who has lupus) telling me she has to have surgery to have a lyphmnoide removed because with the recent symptoms she's had, they think it could be cancerous. Normal people get scared about things like this, they try cope and try to be positive. People with anxiety dont cope as well. I can't stop stressing and worrying about it. Picturing worst case scenarios and how broken I'd be without her. We've been together 4 years, and I love her more than anything in this world.