Social anxiety
I have really bad social anxiety. Even when I'm around people I thought I felt comfortable around and who im close to, I still start thinking if I'm good enough, if I need to do better, if they are looking at me and judging what I look like, what I'm doing. It has made me feel really self conscious and wondering if people are judging me. Like I feel like I don't fit in and it's starting to mess up some of my relationships with people. I don't want to feel anxious around people like they are always questioning my every move, but I don't know what to do to help it. And I overthink like crazy. I get anxious when texting back, because I don't want to say something that could come back as weird or disrespectful to someone. I always feel like people hate me and don't care about me as much as they do to everyone else.
@smolstrawberries,
Your description describes perfectly what I felt like while talking to my sister and dad a couple of minutes ago. It's scary to feel that way around people who you "should" feel the most comfortable with.
@smolstrawberries
I feel the same and the scary thing is that I know that I once felt so comfortable around them and literally nothing changed with them it's me who changed.
I know how it feels and i know that sometimes you can t control this feeling. the hardest part is that people don t really see this wave of insecurities breaking you. But is it not going to last forever. People will leave and new people will start to be around you. Whenever these beginnings will come try to make them. You are not alone in this<3
