WHY ME?
One day I laugh one day I cry it has become a habit sometimes low sometimes high when it feels like life is on track but only for a few days then I remember forgotten friends or those eyes that forgot me should I stand up and move with the flow or sit down and stay still what should I do
@pardonmydepr4vity
I'm sorry you are struggling.
It can feel so heavy at times, that's why I'm glad you can come here and not be alone 💚🤗

Memories like that are painful, and you're not alone. I met a lot of friends in high school that I'll never see again and it hurts. It's ok to cry about it but it shouldn't pin you down. Rise up, find hobbies that bring you joy, and believe in yourself. Living your life doing what you love is the best life one can have.
Honestly I try my best but why me God I did a lot for them I cared I was sincere maybe I'm too sensitive or dramatic I start my day but end up like ..I'm miserable
It's not your fault, you did what you could. Some people are like that, you try to get close, to make a friend and they just don't care. You were right to reach out, you're by no means in the wrong here.