Bipolar and lack of interest... boredom... loneliness
I struggle with keeping myself busy/entertained. I don't know if this is just me or if others feel the same way. For instance I will think something sounds fun to do, say coloring, so I'll set everything up only to lose interest once I sit down and actually start. Or I'll sit and for hours trying to think of something I could do that will keep my interest for more than a few minutes. This lack of interest becomes boredom which then become loneliness. And the truth is it's killing me, it's making me crazy and I don't know how to fix it. I just want things to be enjoyable again. Please tell me I'm not alone?!
@JustSomeone85
No, you are not alone. I have those times when I try to get involved in things, only to lose interest. I have always kept a journal, a place where my feelings comes out better with words. I do enjoy reading to esape my problems, and when I do I can envision myself seeing the words whether reading a book or on my tablet turn into scene out of a movie.
@JustSomeone85
I'd be more than happy to say it's just you... but it's not... I used to polish off a book in a couple of hours, and yet I've been working on re-reading a book again for the last month. About the only thing I can do for any length of time is play games on my cell or watch netflix.