Always not me

Wow here we go again

Get married no meds.turn to a total tool.meds.on for 14 years.tried stopping 4 meds in increments.not cool.finally totally off feeling ok.tried a new tool for my head not prescribed and it worked for a while.very impressed.now making another appointment to see dr for getting back on meds.head won’t let up.constantly fighting myself.wife of 30 years I’m wearing her down and I’m getting worse swing what I do.meds No meds so *** confused.now wait 30 days to see my dr.so manic for days.yeah I’ll make it been doing it for years.so tired of fighting.tired all the time.up and down happy sad to *** in seconds.when will it end.NEVER just take this and you’ll feel less.which is definitely true being medicated helped blur/not get to the real problems.thought that was what I wanted.oh well time for another med ride.i Just wish the mushrooms lasted longer.that was the best days after so chill

head stayed in one place.not several.so expensive to heal naturally.one day