BDP

Hi all,

I struggle with diagnosed BDP and have been really struggling this last few weeks. I remember a few months ago I tried something for fun and it felt amazing. I didn't try after that but today I decided to try some again so I went out to by some because I'm desperate to control my emotions. It took me a while to realize it but I suddenly felt like I was feeling all my emotions but was very calm and was able ti handle it in a way I never felt. It's like a miracle.