Conflicted about friendship
I am so lonely that it's overwhelming, it physically hurts– but I don't want friends.
Like if I could just take a magic pill that would make this feeling go away, I would. I used to be content with being alone but now it's just intensely painful. The obvious solution is to let myself have friends again but I'm stuck at not wanting them. A woman tried very hard a while ago to befriend me but I just kept shooting her down, and it really hurt her.
I don't think I'll ever have friends again, and I just want to make peace with it. I've messed up a lot.
don’t you feel bad, I’m in the same boat as you are it definitely can be lonely and overwhelming but we’re the only ones holding us back so we can get back out there and meet new friends. Like hi I’m Shelley. Nice to meet you. :-)
don’t you feel bad, I’m in the same boat as you are it definitely can be lonely and overwhelming but we’re the only ones holding us back so we can get back out there and meet new friends. Like hi I’m Shelley. Nice to meet you. :-)