I don't know what's wrong with me
When I was five I got diagnosed with bipolar but I don't know if this is a bipolar thing or what it is or maybe I'm just messed up but I have these episodes where I can feel everything touching me all at the same time I can feel my skin on my bones my lungs feel like they're a hundred pounds everything all the sounds are amplified and it drives me crazy and I'm always in the verge of tears I don't know when this happens I don't know why this happens I just know it sucks and it's very hard to talk about to my parents because I don't know how to explain it aside from everything is driving me crazy and every time somebody touches me or an animal or anytime I'm just touched while I'm in these episodes I feel like I'm going to explode into a million pieces and I can't stop shaking sometimes sometimes my hands can't stop and sometimes I just feel like I'm an immediate danger even when I know I'm fine
@potatodog41
have you sought professional help other then when you were 5 ?
many people experience is different and just sharing your feelings some simply cannot grasp the idea of what you are going through .... that is what is so hard about mental items ... even doctors cannot see it like a physical ailment.
I did therapy for a few years up until I was around 7 and I haven't seen any kind of mental health professional since
@potatodog41
i think what you can explain and communicate has probably greatly improved with age and seeking some help may work better now.