I'm not okay but it's not lethal
I don't think I'm okay. The energy but I'm so tired, the depression. panic attacks and self harm, I couldn't get out of bed all day, eating has become a struggle. help me find something to hold on to. What kind of help is there when things are falling apart but you're not suicidal enough to actually do it. I emailed my psych. I'm taking my meds. My brain is on fire, my body a knot, how is the only solution endurance?
oop, i just posted something similar. i feel the same way. like too lazy to live and too lazy to die. annoyed by it all.
@MarmotunderRavenswing
The only comment I can give is there is light at the end of the tunnel. How strong the light will be? I am not sure, but it will be better than your current state.
This is coming from my own challenges, which I am not nearly out of, but know it does get better with time or your term "endurance".