What do you hate about yourself?
Depression is bizarre in how in alters the way we think. We may know logically that it is our depression making us think this way but knowing that doesn't invalidate it. So write down what exactly you hate about yourself, let it all out. Once you do look back at what you wrote. Hopefully documenting your thought process will make it easier to work through your issues. Plus we will all be here to help.
My desire to run away while im trying to get better because of the pain and suffering it causes
What I hate about myself ? I hate that I hurts others by wanting to hurt me##. I hate me. And I always try to end me. But that hurts people that care about me. And it become toxic for them. I don't wanna be toxic. But I just can't be happy. I tried to but I'm tired of it. They are all gonna leave me because I'm always hurting them
Generalized Anxiety Disorder. It turns me into a ball of anxiety and can be super hard to control at times.
Rosacea and hormonal acne. I've never had really clear skin, and it can be a battle finding the right products to combat it all while trying to look presentable while going out in public places.
Learning to grow and love it all one step at a time as I know it makes me who I am, but it's taking some effort. 
my constant feelings of anger
I hate how insecure I am. I hate how anxious I get for normal everyday things which always makes me look weird. I hate being mentally ill. I hate how I need constant validation and someone to hold me because of my trauma.
I hate that I care so much about what others think that I change my personality and appearance based soley on who I intend to be around.
Right now I hate that I am desperately lonely.
I'm a total basket case and overly emotional perfectionist who is never far from a breakdown of some sort. I'm just weird and defective.
reacting to useless thoughts
Everything