What do you hate about yourself?

Nearly everything.

that I had the nerve to think I had the right or business to have romantic feelings for anyone, especially a friend.

that I

I hate everything.

I hate that I dont trust people even though I want to see the good in them. I hate that I dont take advice when I know it comes from a good place and is probably the correct route to go. I hate that I want to be alone but then feel empty because Im alone. I hate that I want to do everything myself but then complain when I get no help. I hate how short my patience is now. I hate that I never feel safe. I hate everything I see when I look in the mirror. I hate where my life is right now. I hate that I have such a high drive for everything and that I expect so much from myself but I procrastinate and then dont reach my goals and then wallow in self pity because I failed myself.

Like everyone else, I hate everything about myself.

When I get on social media I see girls who I wish to look like, but I dont. I dont have a flat stomach or a big butt, just huge boobs and that makes me very insecure about my body. I hate the way I look in everything I put on and feel like Im never good enough. I also hate how Im always so negative, i hate that I get depressed because my life is good. I have it better than a lot of people out there. My grades are wonderful, I have a mother and father who are still together and happily married and My family and I are financially stable. So why am i so selfish? Why do I feel the way I do when I have everything that so many kids out there would die for? Ill admit my life wasnt always like that so I understand younger me being depressed but what about who I turned out to be? Why am I not greatful enough for what turned out for the best? I hate that I get so angry when I see girls at school who I aspire to look like I hate that I get jealous when I see a cute girl talking to a guy I think is handsome. I hate feeling like Im not enough, I hate that I cant be greatful for the good life Im living.

@cosmicjellyfishqueen

I hate my low self-esteem, I feel like I'm a weirdo, no matter how hard I try to mix with people, I feel strange, oblivious to others. I feel that others can see something in me that I can not, I feel that I intimidate them or embarrass them with my rarity.
Have you seen the Malcolm in the middle series? there is an aerial shot where Malcolm is seen sitting, eating his lunch, nobody sits by his side, as if he were radioactive, so I feel myself. :(
I also hate thinking too much, I can not turn off my brain, sometimes I can not sleep, at other times, I feel that I generate problems because of the stories I generate in my head ... I wish I could shut up my brain :(

I hate too many things about myself, its sad really. I hate the way how Ive made the decisions to get myself in this low point of working a crappy job with the most terrible bosses and I hate that Im stuck in college and hating every step of it to feel worthy of myself. I hate how I complain about the way I look and I cannot see what people are talking about when they call me pretty. I try and try to dress pretty and wear makeup but I feel ridiculous in it and wear my comfortable clothes and then continue to complain that I didnt try. I hate how I keep eating junk food and never keep my room clean and that I continue to complain. The power to change my life is in my hands but I cant do it because Im tired every single god damn day. I hate for being born into this world where its either work-force or education with student loans. I complain and complain and complain, because I am so physically and mentally tired of doing multiple little things every day that add up over the course of time. I hate being born into this world where I cant keep up

i hate that i allowed myself to be this way. I hate myself that i never learned to say no. I hate myself for being weak as of this moment. i hate myself.

I hate that I make everyone think I'm ok when inside I'm crying out for help.

i hate that i cant just be normal. that everything i do i judge and criticize, every mistake i make i best myself up for. im never motivated, i always give up on everything i try, im so lazy i never want to get out of bed. i hate my friends and family for not trying to reach out and support me, and i hate myself for not telling them that i need help. i hate how tired i am i hate how much i eat i hate how little i work and how much i procrastinate. i hate how selfish i am sometimes but i also hate how i dont care for myself at all. i feel like im constantly obsessing about my emotions to my friends, but they never seem to care and neither do i. i hate how i keep trying to fix myself and keep trying to become someone perfect. and i hate how i keep failing, time after time. i hold myself up so high and i let myself fall face down. i never try and i never succeed all i do is set unattainable goal after unattainable goal. lastly, i hate how i dont think i matter to anyone. my life is useless and me writing this is a waste of time, you reading this is a waste of time. everything i do, all the effort i put in, all the effort everyone else puts in is all useless cuz im broken and i cant be fixed.

It seems like whenever I try to plan something out, or try to put what seems like a good idea into motion, it ends up blowing up in my face. At the very least ... it doesn

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