What do you hate about yourself?

A shorter list would be what I love about myself. I hate my appearance and my social anxiety. I do everything wrong and nothing good happens around me. I wonder why anyone still cares me. I deserve nothing that has been given to me.

Everything

Many people say everything, does that rimg a bell allready?🙄ay?

I hate that I cant heal my broken heart 💔 I hate that I cant hate my ex no matter how much I try & what he did to me. Guess I always loved him and my love was always true! Like people tell me just because he isnt there doesnt mean its lost... if its meant its meant right? But how do I heal a heart that hurts....

(sorry for the venting)

Every single thing

That Im so broken hearted of everything Ive been through in life 😢💔 I hate that I got such bad anxiety/depression that its taken a toll on my health. Havent been able to work! My parents have helped me out so much with doctors and medication.. that today when they tried to buy thanksgiving dinner the card didnt go through. It breaks my heart I cant do anything to help them. Why is my household filled with so much sadness. I wish God would help us through this hard time 🙏🏽

I hate the fact that I am socially awkward

I hate the fact that people dont like me

I hate myself for taking the validation from other people

I hate for both caring too much or caring less

I hate myself for hiding my depression to the people who I think care for me

I hate myself for thinking that I am inadequate

I hate myself for being moody and short tempered

I hate myself for being spoiled and inconsiderate

I hate myself for being insensitive

I hate myself for feeling like this and letting it got worse

I hate myself for not being strong enough

I hate myself for not being be able to beat depression.

I hate the lonleness I feel. My mind functons so diffrently from others that I almost always feel alienated. Know one understands me, I've tried to explain myself to others but It's proven futile. This coupled with the fact that I can understand others extrodernarily well has led to a feeling of lonelenss that has huanted me for years.

I serve as an advisor and as emotional support for everyone I care about but have none of my own becuase I now others have to deal with thier own shit and that the majority aren't skilled in slving thier own shit.

I hate that I hate being seen as intelligent or idiotic. I know I'm smart, but I fear others think too highly of me and expect to much. I fear letting them down. I never want to be seen as stupid, I pester myself withthe beilf that I am, even though I know I'm not.

I dislike my acne and physicle appearence.

I hate that I feel so much and and show almost no physicle reaction to most of them. I fake my reactions the majority of times.

I hate that I'm munipulative, even though I always try to benefit others when I benefit myself, I still fear losing my moraility.

I hate that I'm so aware of the enviroment. others, myself and existance. There is no intrinsic meaning to anything, I accepted that along time ago but it still bothers me. There are so many lies, angles and perspectives to everything and I see so much of it, it's like there's this constant noise that never shuts up.

I hate that I both dispise and love existance.

Nothing..i like you tho

@cosmicjellyfishqueen everything lol