What do you hate about yourself?
Depression is bizarre in how in alters the way we think. We may know logically that it is our depression making us think this way but knowing that doesn't invalidate it. So write down what exactly you hate about yourself, let it all out. Once you do look back at what you wrote. Hopefully documenting your thought process will make it easier to work through your issues. Plus we will all be here to help.
That I have caused it to reach the point where those who I am close to now trust me as much as a used car salesman :(
that i can never open up fully or have close relationships to people
I push people away and I can never be my true, authentic self, even with my parents and some friends
@Adanonymous
same here
The fact that I hate myself, and that I feel like I
I know i hate myself. There are always faults to look at. - And often forgotten positives.
Wished/Hoped I can stop trying to hate, self-harm, self-inflicted pain to myself. How unnecessary.
Even writing this out, feels so painful. I wonder if i should write about the opposite instead of this. - Perhaps it might improve my thoughts just one bit.
I hate how empty-headed and stupid I am.
And I hate how I'm probably creating this Hell all by myself but I have no clue how to get out of it.
And I hate how I'm going to freak out about this post as soon as it goes up.
Right now , I hate everything about myself. I hurt people I love and push them away....
im clingy
im weird
im freaky
im annoying
I push away and do not open up to the one person that has stuck by me thru everything for the last 15yrs. And I am on the verge of her walking out of my life because I won't let her in.
i hate that i am skinny and bi. bc now people don't like me. i also hate that i am treated nice for my money by boys
