What do you hate about yourself?
Depression is bizarre in how in alters the way we think. We may know logically that it is our depression making us think this way but knowing that doesn't invalidate it. So write down what exactly you hate about yourself, let it all out. Once you do look back at what you wrote. Hopefully documenting your thought process will make it easier to work through your issues. Plus we will all be here to help.
The bizarre way I was raised where yes is no and Black is white and nothing makes sense but make sure everyone thinks it does to save face.
Will I ever really shake it off.
Thats so accurate to say. i can relate to you. Im sure one day it does. @easyWater4109
I hate everything about myself. Literally everything. I hate the way I look. I hate the way I act. I hate the way that I feel. I hate how stupid I am. I hate the fact that I can never concentrate. I hate the fact that I never get anything done. I hate the fact that I am here. Alive.
Umm.. im sorry you feel this way.. we ve all been ir still go through these feelings.. but ur it obly gets better once you realise how precious you are.. it really is all depending on how much we value ourselves.. its up to us to make us worth something or nothing at all. No body and I mean no body will help you turn that around other than you. And you are beautiful for whatever it is that you are, cuz really regardless we all are beautiful because theres only one of each of us. Unique. @Anonymous543
What do i HATE about myself ? Well i can answer that, i just do not like the answer in question. I hate certain things about myself that i find are weaknesses. Most of them involves my mental state and its current decline. I tend to spiral downwards in thoughts and reasonings that makes no sense to me, and yet i am blind to see things in any other way, shape, or form during the times where my mind goes out of my control.
I tend to feel cold all over my body, my thoughts go dark, i feel almost as if i am ill. I can not stop the negative thoughts and feelings from washing over me like a tidalwave. This happens as often as everyday. So what do i hate about myself ? well the answer is myself and the thoughts i create and suffer from.
Lack of Self-Care. Always giving to others, instead to myself.
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EVERY SINGLE FREAKING THING. I'm ugly I'm selfish I'm negative ( now apparently) im jealous I'm a disgusting human being I'm stupid beyond repair I'm an idiot I'm fat I'm awkward I'm weird I'm gross I procrastinate like rn I'm dumb I'm a horrible daughter, friend, and student and citizen in general I lie I'm a hypocrite I HATE MYSELF I cant accept change I'm disgusting I hate myself
I'm a disgusting attention seeker and victimizer I hate myself so much I hate myself I want to slan my head against my glass desk so badly right now but I need to finish Spanish hw amazing. I hate myself j hate myself everyone hates me secretly I'm disgusting im disgusting I'm an idiot of course everyone knows except me until now I'm an absolute pillock and IdioT I KNOW NOTHING IM USELESS GET ME OUT IM DISGUSTING I WANT TI SCREAM. I HATE MYSELF IM STUPID AND LONLEY AND WEAK AND DISGUSTING.
@gentleCup1525 oractsie soanish with me
I hate that i overthink. It just makes every situation/relationship worse.
@imaginativeSail6768 relateable
@imaginativeSail6768 im having that same problem. right now i dont even know if im hurting myself or others more :) if you want to talk about it or vent, im here
Everything tbh
What I hate about myself is that I cant solve simple things in fear of making it worse I just hide out and Avoid it that has caused my to lose people and feel so lonely and worthless another thing is I cant find the right time to talk about shit in my life and the way I am feeling I want to tell my friends and family but I am scared they will think I am doing it for attention when that is the last thing I want I just want to be alone but when people leave me alone I feel worthless
