What do you hate about yourself?
Depression is bizarre in how in alters the way we think. We may know logically that it is our depression making us think this way but knowing that doesn't invalidate it. So write down what exactly you hate about yourself, let it all out. Once you do look back at what you wrote. Hopefully documenting your thought process will make it easier to work through your issues. Plus we will all be here to help.
How weak I am. I've lost the good person I used to be, and I am struggling vey much to recover. I am sick of hating myself so much.
I hate that I can't seem to succeed no matter how hard I try.
Why do I hate anything about myself?
@HappyDucky8
More questions than answers it seems
@HappyDucky8, You're allowed to have questions.
@purpleTree4652
thsnks tree! You are always so kind and supportive. I do ponder why should I hate myself
@purpleTree4652
thsnks tree! You are always so kind and supportive. I do ponder why should I hate myself
Everything. I hate how I hardly ever get the chance to share in sharing circle. I hate how no matter what I do for support I get turned down. Even here on 7 cups I practically get laughed at. Mods here dont do anything about these people who bully me here. I hate everything about myself. I hate people. I especially the false hope 7 cups has given me. I hate it all. I hate everything.
@AubeQuinn I'm sorry you're having so many bad experiences here. I've seen many posts about how people feel unheard in the chat rooms. Even in the forums a lot of times. No one should laugh and you definitely shouldn't be bullied. You do deserve to be heard. This is supposed to be a place of support for everyone.
@AubeQuinn, is there any particular sharing circle time you usually check in to? I try to always be at the midnight (eastern time) or 2am (eastern time) circles. If you are ever there when I am there, I won't stand for someone bullying you. And if I see that you are trying to enter the queue to share, but you are being ignored, I will speak up to the mod or the host that you are trying to enter the queue.
My intrusive thoughts! I oftentimes feel so much guilt for indulging in them :(
I hate that I am breathing
@HappyDucky8 Please know that the world needs you! You are special and irreplaceable. 🤗🥰
I hate that I'm so sensitive about everything. I was told my whole life 'she's too sensitive'. Everything hurts me so deeply that I can't even imagine that anybody else could feel this pain.
I hate that no matter how much I try, I fail and suffer and remain poor.
@purpleTree4652 Life is different and unfair, but you are deserving. Please don't ever give up. Things will get better. 😊
I hate my anxiety, sensitivity and I hate the fact that I so often hate myself.
I hate that I even exist