Can't receive any help
I wrote to some hospitals and psychologists because with all honesty all I need right now is to believe that someone cares and that I can be helped, that I'm not alone. But all I was met with is rejection and coldness and treatment that made me feel an animal and it just reinforces that feeling that I do not deserve any help and that I'm just deluding myself into believing that I should get any help. I feel like I don't belong anywhere, I have no idea who to call and who to ask for any more help because I'm scared to be disappointed again, I don't know how many more disappointments I can endure.
All i really wanted is to receive some compassion and gentleness but it seems like this world can't offer me none.. And the fact that I have OCD and i have to keep on checking it or else I feel absolutely distressed makes it even harder. I don't know what to do anymore :'D
@willingFig5196 Thank you for opening up with us and being here, Fig. You have been through quite an experience. Feeling rejected and receiving cold responses is difficult to cope with. I get it how these experiences may have left you feeling uncertain about where to turn for help. Pleaee know you have all of us here with you to listen to and to support. You are not alone in this.
@willingFig5196 you deserve help ❤ perhaps start lower down the line, like instead of hospitals and psychologists. Try your doctor, I believe your doctor is the one to best direct you to the help you need. Also you have us here ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤ your not alone we are here for you ❤