I can't do this anymore.
With everything going on, it has just become so overwhelming I just don't know what to do anymore. What's the point of even trying anymore? My life sucks and no one even realizes it. I've kept my feeling bottled up and hidden away from everyone. On the outside I seem like a happy person but on the inside I feel dead and empty. Nothing matters to me anymore. I'm so tired of this. I almost feel like if I leave no one would really care. No one understands me or even listens to me. I often feel ignored and alone. I don't even know why I bother trying anymore. I've given up hope that things will get better and have just accepted that this is how my life will be. Nothing ever gets better it only ever gets worse.
Thx for reading
@IzzyGamer
*sits with you*
Here with you, Izzy. I truly do understand how exhausting it feels to keep hoping for better when it is only starting to feel worse, feeling like you can’t keep up anymore specially when you’re feeling lonely and ignored, having to bottle your feelings and thoughts can be such an alienating experience overall, makes sense you’re feeling so emotionally drained and overwhelmed.
It’s okay to take as many pauses in between, constantly trying to feel better also doesn’t work sometimes specially when we are trying to make a climb but only falling behind it seems, it takes twice the effort at times and you lose out on strength and energy, making it even more difficult to keep going, and the overwhelming emotions don’t make it any easier. How do you usually manage these?
Now somebody awesome’s bio here says that not all nights last forever, even the darkest ones I suppose and if I may add to it? even after the darkest of nights, there’s the sun shining brighter than ever, patiently waiting for us, just as we hold on tight and do our best to make it through the night before. 💛
If you feel like sharing about something on your mind, or anything that’s feeling too heavy to carry alone~ please feel welcome to okay? *offers hugs* 🫂
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Ty ty I really appreciate it. To be honest I haven't really been trying to manage things anymore. In a way I've kinda given up on that.
@IzzyGamer I value your honesty 💛 It can be difficult to acknowledge it at times, the giving up part.
