I want to but I cant trust people
There is no-one I can actually trust. I know I have issues trusting people but can I be blamed? I feel so alone, and its not that I cannot find anyone but somehow when I meet people, I prefer to keep my distance with a generic front so no-one can actually get close to me. People are such let downs. I don't know why but like harley quin my personality attracts *** people who would only make use of me to reach greater heights. when I'm with people I thought I could trust, I only end up realizing I am worse then being alone. I don't like being the SUB/ BETA. often times I wonder when I can write my own story only to realize how alone I have been.
@Sbricks It sounds like people have really let you down and used you in the past. So that now you're having trouble trusting again, and maybe putting up walls? Do you feel like you're able to trust your own intuition? Was there a particular person(s) who have left you feeling this way?
That sounds like quite a nasty loop to be in. If you start out from the idea that no one is trustworthy then things get lonely fast.
Are there certain spots in your life where some people feel slightly more trustworthy than others?@Sbricks
@Sbricks
It sounds like you're going through a very difficult time right now, and feeling very isolated and disconnected from the people around you. It's understandable that you feel hesitant to trust others, especially if you've been hurt or let down in the past.
However, it's important to remember that not everyone is the same, and not everyone will betray your trust. It may take time and effort to find people who you feel comfortable with and who you can trust, but it's not impossible.
It's also important to consider working on building your own self-esteem and confidence, so that you don't feel like you have to rely on others for validation or support. This might mean exploring your own interests and passions, or seeking out new experiences and challenges that help you feel more fulfilled and empowered.
Remember, it's okay to take things one step at a time, and to be patient and compassionate with yourself as you work through these challenges. You are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to see you succeed.
